Tuesday, April 11, 2006

School is going very well. I have found that I am much more intelligent than I have ever given myself credit for. It is an awesome feeling to come to that conclusion. I also find that the more I learn, my mind clicks and says... "hmmmmm What else is out there to learn?" If I could turn back time, I believe I would go to college and become a doctor. I believe now that I would have had what it takes to do that. Ahh well, hind sight is always 20/20 huh?

I am in kind of a weird mood. I feel like there are things in my life that I should change that will propel my life in a new direction in a good way. At the same time, I am scared that I may be wrong. I mean , let's face it. I have never been number one on the decision making scale. There is a period of deep soul searching of my life coming to a close now. There are things and ideas and actions that I will have to take and others that I will have to stop taking in order for my heart and conscience to be right.

I'm not sure how I came to think of all of this, other than I have been looking inside myself for the past year. I have been trying to see what I might be able to do to improve my life overall and what I might be doing that is throwing my good vibe karma off.

It will all become clear to me I suppose. I heard a song the other day that said, "If you want to hear God laugh, tell him your plans."

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Living with integrity means:
-Not settling for less than what you know you deserve in your relationships.
-Asking for what you want and need from others.
-Speaking your truth, even though it might create conflict or tension.
-Behaving in ways that are in harmony with your personal values.
-Making choices based on what you believe,and not what others believe....Barbara De Angelis

I think we all have a little voice inside us that will guide us. It may be God, I don't know. But I think that if we shut out all the noise and clutter from our lives and listen to that voice, it will tell us the right thing to do....Christopher Reeve

It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power....Alan Cohen

It's not so much that we're afraid of change or so in love with the old ways, but it's that place in between that we fear . . . . It's like being between trapezes. It's Linus when his blanket is in the dryer. There's nothing to hold on to...Marilyn Ferguson

Learn wisdom from the ways of a seedling. A seedling which is never hardened off through stressful situations will never become a strong productive plant....Stephen Sigmund

Through pride we are ever deceiving ourselves. But deep down below the surface of the average conscience a still, small voice says to us, 'Something is out of tune'....Carl Jung

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens....Carl Jung

We have a hunger of the mind which asks for knowledge of all around us, and the more we gain, the more is our desire; the more we see, the more we are capable of seeing....Maria Mitchell

We know what we are, but know not what we may be....William Shakespeare

Go to your bosom: Knock there, and ask your heart what it doth know....William Shakespeare

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Mom out
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